A Ronin's Life

Music..Life..Moving On..

2009-02-25T07:15:00.004+08:00

she has no time - Keane

You think your days are uneventful
And no one ever thinks about you
She goes her own way
She goes her own way
You think your days are ordinary
And no one ever thinks about you
But we're all the same
And she can hardly breathe without you

She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time

Think about the lonely people
Then think about the day she found you
Or lie to yourself
And see it all dissolve around you

She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time

Lonely people tumble downwards
My heart opens up to you
When she says

She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time
For you now
She says she has no time

Try again - Keane

I fell asleep on a late night train
I missed my stop and I went round again
Why would I want to see you now?
To fix it up, make it up somehow

Baby I'll try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time

What I was isn't what I am
I'd change back but I don't know if I can

Still I'll try, try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time

But I was made the way I am
I'm not a stone; I'm just a man
Lay down your arms and I will lay down mine
Rip back the time that we've been wasting

God I wish you could see me now
You'd pick me up and you'd sort me out

Still I'll try, try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time

2005-06-27T03:46:00.000+08:00

Im back...had a bangin time wif the guys!!!..nuff' said fer now..back to reality..

2005-06-19T13:31:00.000+08:00

Alrite peeps..last minutes packin' all done, and im off...I see ya all in 7 days..

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2005-06-18T02:50:00.000+08:00

Alritey...1 MORE DAY!! just 1 more day till the trip...gotta start packin'..maybe after this post..

Anyways..i've been doin certain things that i shuld not have, just to make me happy, but basically the flesh is weak but mind is strong...eh or izzit the other way round..Some people around me shuld noe wat im doin..but let me say this..DENIAL IS BAD...Im just goin with da flow..FOR NOW..

Still seeking happiness and peace of mind..i see some are making progress in this area..that is good and i wish them all the best, im really happy for all of you..learn from the past and build a better future..for those who are still lost..don't keep staring at the door, it won't open itself..effort is wat we all need..reach out, turn the knob and walk thru the door..you'll find the things you want..Im in that process now..still lookin back but things are fading out..i think its for the better..Till Then..

"WHY DO WE FALL DOWN?...B'COZ IT TEACHES US HOW TO STAND UP" - Thomas Wayne..

p.s..Man..Being EMO Sucks ain't it..well, part of being human i guess...

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2005-06-13T07:51:00.000+08:00

6 days more and im off to freakin' Ko Samui..i can't wait..meetin mah best bud fer lunch today..he's been lookin quite well these days..its good to see him sane hahak..as for me i gotta focus..im driftin off some times..maybe im just unwell, just like rob thomas said..anyways, be headin down to Collin's place to grab the latest Twisted Toyfare 5..tat should get me some laffs..

Dun forget peeps, 3 more days to Batman Begins..im gonna watch it on thursday for sure..buzz me if ya want to see it too..

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2005-06-10T04:06:00.000+08:00

Things haven't been gud these days..but i need to just move on..im really looking forward for the Ko Samui trip, 9 more days and im off for a week..i hope things goes well..and when i come back things will fall in place..

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us. " - Helen Keller

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2005-06-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

If You people ain't doin anithing but sittin' on your ass..
GO SIGN THIS PETITION TO BUSH
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2005-05-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

Have you ever....

I think its time to walk it off....

and shove faith in fate, where the sun don't sunshine....

Time to take matters in my own hands...

Until then...

2005-05-05T05:05:00.000+08:00

EMO MODE ON..5th of May 2005 - 05.05.05 ... looks like some wierd TOTO number huh... i've been off my track for a couple of days now, been sick due to the weather and totally mentally messed up..its like im feelin tat some people needs a good beating for me to wake up..i may look well but inside the turmoil never ends..some people pi$$ me off couple days back..i just snap..temper rises like the wrath of Zues..i made some bad touches that maybe need some explaining & apologies from me..maybe i need a break..yeah maybe tat..maybe sooner than expected..the months goes by like pacman chews pellets..it goin too fast..some people i noe are moving on for the best..but im stuck like a bear between two rocks..sitting there waiting, thinking, analyzing whether its worth it turning back, can i invest the heart and soul into it, i've been dissapointed many times, make it X 10..i said to myself, am i tat unlucky in the matters of the heart?..i see people around me enjoi thier fruitful relationships, im happy for them, i envy them..even shes waiting but it seems that shes drifting away from me..maybe im stubborn or plain crazy..this maybe the soppiest entry i've written..but thats wat im feelin now..i am just sad that a friend whom i really care alot for, is in ICU now for some really stupid and unnecessary reasons, it tears my guts out just seeing her lying there, tears flows non stop everytime that pikture plays in my head..may GOD be beside her, let her pull thru..i may not pray the daily five but pls GOD, i just want to see that smile again..it time to go boyz and gerlz, its 5.05am on the 05.05.05..got to go to work..till then..EMO MODE OFF..

2005-04-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

Wat A loooong weekend it has been..off fer 3 days, started my weekend from friday night, from Boat Quay to Holland V and Sentosa the 3 days just passes by that quik..slept the whole of monday after running some errands..

Thanks to the Guys & Gurlies for the great weekend, Wala Wala was a BANG!* then band was tat good!!...and its been awhile since i've been to Sentosa..the smell of sea, was refreshin'..with beautiful scenery and great frens, we had a blastin' good time...Thanks again peeps..

By the way, peeps look out for Sin City The Movie, a movie with a cast of interstellar stars...and then there's JESSICA ALBA...phew..She's generatin's heat coz SHE'S HOT!!!

Visit the Sin City Movie site CLIK HERE!!!
...then you'll get the back stories of what is all about and find out why you peeps being seein' me with the comics all the while..

2005-03-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

Its been a week plus still I can't get rid of this stupid virus...bitchin...still it seems that things happens for a reason and ppl thru my life are changing...

The next posting on my blog will take sometime due to technical difficulties, before I go, here sumthin for the masses...

CHOICES...things we make daily..but its sure as hell has its repercussions...

To my few frens that going thru life changes, be strong as The Almighty will be with you every step you take, make your CHOICES..then accept it..For Me, the guilt and burden of a choice made is still haunting me and i can't shake it off, day in day out it still hits me like a freight train...Don't be like me...i have not accepted the choice I've made..but im getting there..

To Him ... Ganbatte!!..Life Goes On...

To Her..All the Best...The choice have been made and..

As The Saying Goes...YOU'VE MADE YOUR BED, YOU DAMN SURE SLEEP IN IT......till then...

P.S
For The KL ROADTRIP PIKTURES CLIK HERE!!

2005-03-10T03:52:00.000+08:00

My computer . virus infected . Broken Hearts . Bloody @$$ Problems . Be back after I reformat my computer and me . nuff said....enjoi the music tho...

2005-03-03T05:05:00.000+08:00

Second day back at work from my 1 month plus MC...man, it sucks...can't concentrate..im not focus, not in da zone...slip ups here & there..i gotta screw on my head tight...my quarterly restaurant progress review is back..and so far some of the other restaurants got bad reviews...hell, i don't want my store to screw up..at least the team must score 90% above..talk about high expectations...i gotta buck up, man....

Btw...a couple days ago i pick up some CDs at gramaphone, the new Chemical Brothers album "Push The Button", Snoop Dogg's new "R&G" and this particular album by Jack Johnson "on & on", they were playing the songs there and i just had to buy it ..cool stuff..even im a hardcore, straight up hip hop head..the songs basically kinda folk-rock typey...but it hits the spot..soothing..kinda remind me of coldplay but more raw, just string guitars and drums...sample some stuff from the album, clik Jack Johnson @ MTV.com

2005-03-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

To Lin..

When u close a book..the stories don't end there...u carry it in yur heart, mind and soul....it will live forever, as the stories will pass from one to the other...even then if the stories ends...new beginnings will start..

Yours Truly,
Rush..

2005-02-28T04:45:00.000+08:00

See ya guys soon..coz..im finally be back to work on da 1st of march..Work=no weekend offdays..late night shifts..and..diet coke..

To Ren & Len....Congratulations to ya both!!!...I want to be Unkle Bear!!!..but not so soon eh...

2005-02-27T11:59:00.000+08:00

Life's journeys...its one tuff muthaF@#*er ...the weekends are over...3 journeys taken...one's closure..one's blissful unity..one's self discovery...

One down...two to go...dol..

2005-02-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

Im just tired about the things thats goin around my life..deep in my heart, i noe that every single thing that happened is a test from the man HIMself..it either breaks you or makes u stronger..sometimes the faith grows thin, still u try to pull thru..im just tired...

2005-02-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

Walking alone
going to places I dont know
Clouds of doubt fillup
Does not clear up in any amount
Want to give up
Afraid to look behind
Wonder if there is still an army behind me
Afraind to see if I travel alone
Just do not know where I belong
I do know some roads I have to travel alone
Somedays though I just want to die
Never again see the sun rise
Have a problem of doing things right
Hell I can't even write well
When itcomes to relationships
Hold on wait a minute what relationships
Never really had one
Tried and failed
probably who know will not try hard again
Girls come and go
Just not by me even though I would like them so
Just another bump in the road
I reap what I sewed
So what do you know
I have family issues
No I don't need any tissues
Deal with in my own way
No matter what fate my bring
I know I made many friends along the way
So why do I stay
Living and breathing
Fighting and climbing
Carring the weight of the world up the chain
Start an exchange
get out of this dead end job
leave the mountain breakaway from the mob
of people go on my own
While I always known
Now that army of family and friends
will always be there and will be till the end
Have to have more courage and faith
Stop playing life so safe
Have to clear the clouds of doubt
Think well together and count
All the reasons why I do not give up
May be I want to still find out
How my life ends up
Try to talk
But nothing erupts
Try not to be shy
I just am I do not know why
Just hoping if I don't stop living
Somethings will fade awau
Can not stop giving
and letting opportunities fly away
Tomorrow the sun will rise

2005-02-19T03:35:00.000+08:00

Day 24 of my MC and 9 days to go till im back to work...so far i've completed around 3 games on da Xbox...surf the the net till i don't noe where to go next...watched TV, especially Discovery Channel Travel & Living..i think im a certified chef now...

I miss the arcade action, so 2 days back , shariel rang me up to go down to Bugis Juntion's arcade, where out favorite driving simulation at..Wangan Midnight Tuner..probably the best in arcade racers now...just for kicks we both beat down a couple of guys & go home laughin...

Btw...you peeps seen the new Nokia 6680...? even with my Nokia 6670 now, im just salvating lookin at it...a beautiful piece..

2005-02-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

Im finally done...since the death of my previous blog The Illuminati, sumthin has been buggin me like a monkey on my back..like sumthin a miss..i said to myself..i miss bloggin..so from the ashes of The Illuminati, like a phoenix rising, A Ronin's Life is born..so get ready guys and gerlies strap on ya seatbelts and let's go for a ride thru A Ronin's Life..My Life...